but on the other side of things, i was with my friends, which is a great thing. Firday nite lacey and i went to the show at the sertoma club, that was a damn good show and it was beautiful outside so everyone could chill outside in between bands. i got to see my buddies including luke. My Final Hour played and those boys are pretty awesome. Again no loving for janae that nite
Saturday: Lacey and me woke up and really had nothing ot do, so we ate like normal.. and ate some more. Then we got my dad to take us downtown. We wandered around there and sat in the mall with no point to move until about 30 min before the show. Me and lacey sat outside in teh cold rain and i decided i would not be cool as a homeless person. I can't handle the cold. Brrr. Then for the show. Good times my firends. First band Okio was just hilarious and full of energy. Drake really kicked some ass on those drums lol. then for tattered. They have it together, and know how to play , but damn can they stress their "darkness" anymore? every other word is about their extreme hate for llife or pain. We alll hurt we all sometimes hate life. Blah get over it. Displaced then played. Those boys were kick ass and despite their power going out twice, they were fuckin awesome. i jammed to them and then scored a free cd for hugging them :o) i love musicians. Nailas band kicked ass playing but i think i managed to just kinda find my way outside to talk to some stranger and at some point in that nite i got dragged outside, so my ass is feeling quite a bit of pain right now
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EVERYONE IS SLEEPING. its 4 in the afternoon and every prom fucker is sleeping. Why didn't i go to prom.. oh yea because im cool. lol Rachel looked beautiful last nite i just wanted to hump her hardcore but i was afraid i would damage her dress lol... my humps are dangerous
i really don't know what else to say.
Im pissed at chris because he told me to call him and so i did , no answer, so i wasn't worried i was having fun by myself, but then he had to come to the show to say hi, and tell me that we couldn't hang out. how cool is that. tease me by being there and then throw me right off a fuckin cliff. Did i ever express my hate for people? oh yea i really fuckin hate people. I NEED A BOYFRIEND. but one that can deal with me cuz im odd and one that isn't going to break my heart everytime i see them . Bear with me guys i just took my zoloft and it hasn't quite kicked in yet. My uterus hurts, thats another thing that pisses me off, why is it that everytime u rag it u r fuckin horny as hell adn u can't do shit about it cuz ur vagina is like a never ending bleeding machine and for 3 days u have to sit there adn cry because u just want to jump the next thing with a penis but u know all along that they don't want a bleeding thing on them. FUCK
i really don't know what else to say.
Im pissed at chris because he told me to call him and so i did , no answer, so i wasn't worried i was having fun by myself, but then he had to come to the show to say hi, and tell me that we couldn't hang out. how cool is that. tease me by being there and then throw me right off a fuckin cliff. Did i ever express my hate for people? oh yea i really fuckin hate people. I NEED A BOYFRIEND. but one that can deal with me cuz im odd and one that isn't going to break my heart everytime i see them . Bear with me guys i just took my zoloft and it hasn't quite kicked in yet. My uterus hurts, thats another thing that pisses me off, why is it that everytime u rag it u r fuckin horny as hell adn u can't do shit about it cuz ur vagina is like a never ending bleeding machine and for 3 days u have to sit there adn cry because u just want to jump the next thing with a penis but u know all along that they don't want a bleeding thing on them. FUCK