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Work has been anything but fun adn after 5 extreme burns on my hands from grease im about to shove the fry station up someones ass. I hate that job with a passion.. if u know of a place i can work that doesn't suck extreme ass lemme know. im not enjoying myself . Bad news everywhere. If u know of loretta and roy, then u know that they are here 24/7... if not then u know now. they are my moms best friends and pretty close to our family. Yesterday they discovered that lorettas mom has cancer and is going to die in 3 months... her mother is an awesome person and its just not fair. Then if thats not enough Jenny has 3 new tumors on her brain and has 6 months to live.... that girl has outlived every expectation but i think that after 18 yrs old suffering she will let go. I feel bad because its not exactly easy to have a conversation with her considering she is deaf and blind and finger spelling one sentence takes about 2 min. So conversations are kept short and left to hugs to say the rest. I just have this fear that i haven't given her enough time, enough anything adn now i feel like i have ot make sure to show her i do care, but with whats going on in my life i just don't have a whole lot of time. I just hope those hugs are telling her more than what i need to say. i get my wisdom teeth out friday. all 5.. yes i have 5 because my teeth are psychotic and feel the need to not be normal. so to all u kids that may be wondering my surgery on my jaw is postponed till december because i have these damn teeth to get removed. i need lots of love and understanding and baby food *ANNIE* lol. annie and i were poor as babies and didn' t have gerber so we love it now.. lacey was rich and had gerber so she doesn't like it../// whore//// well thats all i have to really say |
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