http://dearloneliness.blogdrive.com/ Make up, Wake up, lets cover this rage. Paint on your smile, your mood for today. Sat, 07 Aug 2004 08:30:08 PDT http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2004. Writing Music Poetry http://dearloneliness.blogdrive.com/archive/26.html Sat, 07 Aug 2004 16:26:38 GMT well its sad to say that the only time i find a chance to write is when i have something bothering me to the point of misery and sadly i know no other way other than to write and hope that as i spill it out i feel better.. lets try this out. Work has been anything but fun adn after 5 extreme burns on my hands from grease im about to shove the fry station up someones ass. I hate that job with a passion.. if u know of a place i can work that doesn't suck extreme ass lemme know. im not enjoying myself . Bad news everywhere. If u know of loretta and roy, then u know that they are here... (more) http://dearloneliness.blogdrive.com/comments?id=26 http://dearloneliness.blogdrive.com/archive/25.html Mon, 21 Jun 2004 05:35:07 GMT So yea guys im finally writing in here. i know you have all missed my lovely words. Last nite was fun. Went to renee's graduation party. froze my ass off, heard some crazy ass shooting his gun at 4 am, and slept in the most mangled up position possible, but hell it was fun. I took a whole shit load of new pics today. haha r u aware if u try to leave this page while typing, it will ask u if u r sure u want to "navigate" to other pages? how cool is that. My body hates me. im poisoning it left and right, and loving every minute. I stayed at angela's a couple days or so ago. It was fun. I had to... (more) http://dearloneliness.blogdrive.com/comments?id=25 http://dearloneliness.blogdrive.com/archive/24.html Tue, 25 May 2004 19:14:36 GMT ok so this week has been so eventful well last week. and i still have not posted at all. Last week we had major floods, bomb threats, and enough drama to make me wanna blow my head off. Im so bored. I stayed home from school today cuz i definitely starting throwing up right as the bus came lol. Oopsy. Yesterday was freaky. First i went to school late cuz i needed some more sleep. So my mom and i stopped at sheetz for something to eat really quick, i grabbed donuts while she filled up the gas tank. Well she decided to take her sweet ass time, so some old man walked into the store came right... (more) http://dearloneliness.blogdrive.com/comments?id=24 http://dearloneliness.blogdrive.com/archive/23.html Sun, 16 May 2004 20:45:31 GMT i got no love at all this weekend. a few hugs, but no loving. Im such a lonely girl lately and it seems when i need love the most no one wants to give it :( but on the other side of things, i was with my friends, which is a great thing. Firday nite lacey and i went to the show at the sertoma club, that was a damn good show and it was beautiful outside so everyone could chill outside in between bands. i got to see my buddies including luke. My Final Hour played and those boys are pretty awesome. Again no loving for janae that nite Saturday: Lacey and me woke up and really had nothing ot... (more) http://dearloneliness.blogdrive.com/comments?id=23 http://dearloneliness.blogdrive.com/archive/22.html Tue, 11 May 2004 19:58:45 GMT Wow the show on saturday was so fuckin amazing. Everyone that played was just incredible and it was hard to believe that it was some of their first shows. Annie did such an amazing job setting up the show and she also did soooo soo good playing. i got all emotional watching her perform because i was just sooooo proud. So yea, im home lol from school yet again. Im taking new meds.. zoloft.. because now i don't have anxiety. I just have a panic disorder and OCD. So much better. Ok done taking a piss. I fell asleep on the trampoline because im just so damn drowsy and im pretty sure i... (more) http://dearloneliness.blogdrive.com/comments?id=22 http://dearloneliness.blogdrive.com/archive/21.html Tue, 04 May 2004 16:36:42 GMT I just read an article in a magazine about how anti depressants actually fuck kids up more.lovely since i have been on them for like 2 years now. No wonder im fucked to no end now. I haven't been to school for 2 days now. School is a waste of time. in these two days i have completed 4 missions on S.W.AT., wrote 4 new songs, showered, watched more tv than i have ever watched, met tons of interesting people on www.bolt.com * really awesome site*, i also had time to break my guitar in all this time lol. The sun is out today though and im half tempted to go slam my ass on the trampoline... (more) http://dearloneliness.blogdrive.com/comments?id=21 http://dearloneliness.blogdrive.com/archive/20.html Tue, 27 Apr 2004 00:11:46 GMT Lets see, whats new. I hate living in meadville its osoo fuckin boring. nothing to do at all. the show saturday was great i gained a few new enemies but it happens. Its so nice outside can't believe its supposed to snow. What a fuckin whore mother nature is. I came home early from school cuz my heart is a fuck and needs to just die. No wait it definiteily doesn't need to die lol. I can't wait to get back to school and learn some good old trig and french. those are my nap time classes and u can tell by my grade lol. *shivering* i guess i should put some warmer clothes on. As lacey says i... (more) http://dearloneliness.blogdrive.com/comments?id=20 http://dearloneliness.blogdrive.com/archive/19.html Mon, 05 Apr 2004 22:59:17 GMT This weekend was nuts. Friday i went over to crocks house to chill and i was planning on going to Grease right afer that, but i had an extreme reaction to penicilin. 2000mg in a small body is not healthy. My face melted and worms crawled out my mouth... only i was the only one who saw it. Amber is a fun girl. I enjoy hanging with her. "chicken chicken chicken, come get your CHIICKEN" lol we are evil. So i got a whole 4 hours of sleep the whole weekend. Didn't sleep well at ambers cuz lacey kept rolling on me cuz the bed tilts lol. not cool. The whole time change has fucked me up... (more) http://dearloneliness.blogdrive.com/comments?id=19 http://dearloneliness.blogdrive.com/archive/18.html Thu, 01 Apr 2004 17:35:16 GMT grrr. lazy lazy me. It has been soo long since i have got off my lazy ass and posted on here lol. I sorry, and i apologize sincerly for my lazy ass. My cat is making some kind of crying noise which im guessing is the "Janae will not give me part of her muffin and im pissed" cry. Its snowing outside and im just pretending its a bad april fools joke. damn it. fuckin snow. I hate snow. I had enough of it for 3 damn months. Im going to move away. I don't know where though. hmm maybe i will just move in with olly. hes a little cutey and i can help him take care of daniel*spelling*. Poor thing.... (more) http://dearloneliness.blogdrive.com/comments?id=18 http://dearloneliness.blogdrive.com/archive/17.html Tue, 02 Mar 2004 17:21:08 GMT ITS WARM OUTSIDE Finally its semi-warm outside. I have a pretty bad headache and for some reason i was throwing up last nite.I think i ate something that was bad. pry that god damn cream cheese at school.. oh well. I have a job now :) At the dairy hut. Seems like its going to be fun for a job.. i love food and they seem like some freakin awesome people. I just got done watching " the crow" Damn good movie. I cried. But im emotional, and ill blame it on hormones. I think i might be able to do some of my math homework. pry not but it was worth a shot. there is only alittle bit of... (more) http://dearloneliness.blogdrive.com/comments?id=17